Wonder whether I had the guts to do something of this sort ever in life. Ok – to contrary beliefs and practice, I dont have an offer in-hand, worst - I dont have a plan, foresight, or entrepreneurial.
First thing, I have been hearing from whomsoever who got to know about this is – Oh wow (a grin), Ok ( thank god - get out of my sight). So where are you heading, (with a raised eyebrow) followed by a hand-shake (dude, how much is the hike !!) - Yikes... $$$ is the bait in the corporate jungle.
Im sure I would have done the same – few years back...Everyone goes through a cycle of answering why?s what?s before they take the - point of no return. Am not publicising this a monumental feat or something. But, for a person whose conservative tam-bram upbringing with these constant overtures - planning, loyalty, job-on-hand, bank balance, “work”, no-mardh-stays-vetti-at home, career-growth – etc . It really is straying away from realism.
Too with the 31 fading fast in the horizon, this irresponsible act of quit-without-an offer is quite disturbing for the folks around me. Being single, adds on to their agony as well. Gosh – you have the liberty to do , just because you dont have responsibility – is what they say to convince themselves. Im sure of being the top of the wannabe-list of some, but hey ! who cares. Its orgasmic and no-one but “i” go through this pleasure.
Suddenly, I wake up to find my days are longer, and I have them for myself.! Sunday is just another day..
Sometimes, life is worth when we decide without any expectation. Just wading through the tide.. does gives some time out . I been really lucky to do that..so far. !!
